Sure, I started 2 weeks ago. But I had a morning class of 10 kids and an afternoon class of 10 kids. And I thought it was rough (routines, procedures, school, standards). Ha!
Now I have 20 kids all day long. And we have all the same stuff, but it seems like more.
After school today I said to my teaching partner: I know I can do this, but I don't know how I'm going to do this. I know I can do this. But a big heavy weight on my shoulders.
This is an amazing group of talented and fun-loving little people.
I found myself in a situation--do it because I said to do it. We know I am not winning that one. Sigh.
20 kids with needs, like how to hold a pencil correctly, and one of me. Sigh.
But I will not dwell here tonight.
What went well today? Everyone had two recesses and lunch at school.
What can I improve upon tomorrow? Look into each set of eyes and respect who they are. Love them for who they are. Remember to look at behavior as communication. Label it. Offer alternatives. Practice breathing when we are calm, so that breathing when we are upset will become easier.
That's enough.
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